The devices are ingenious. The scenarios are horrific. There is a lot that is appealing about what he does. A bright eyed young babe like myself might be enthralled by the crazy antics. I came in search of a mentor. Granted I broke in unannounced and took a tour, but all I wanted was to help him. I wanted to be close to him while he did his work. He saw me coming. He watched me like he watches all his prey. I was just another supple body to bend to his sadistic delight. My capture was tremendous from his perspective. I wish I could feel the delight he feels at having captured me, restrained me, tormented me, violated me! The worst torment of all the thought that he will keep me forever in his devices without ever letting me help him.